Healing is a large part of coming to terms with grief. The moment you realize grief is a life-long companion is terrifying but you can find joy in grief. I helped myself by finding things that used to interest me. It was surprising to discover I still had fun with hobbies. You forget what you enjoy when you are swept up in the all-consuming struggle for fertility. My favorite hobby is photography. With every snapshot a bit of the pain has been taken out of grief. I wanted to share some mementos. Maybe you will be inspired to take up a hobby you love. Even if you are still TTC you can find a moment to ponder what brought you joy before. Go and create something. Bring beauty into your life.